listen to this song
and then I just found that it just help me sum up what things will be like like between varric and anders (in my headcanon ) ….
so basically it talked about one who bare a secret love for another one, and she just want to hide it. She know that it’s unrequited, and probably won’t achieve anything even if she reveal that,but she just want keep her distance and enjoy the loving someone…not really bad I think…(I blame tumblr for this…they are just BFF before I started nesting here…)
OK time to bed, goodnite